first day of my life

as i sit here, just listening to some bright eyes, reference to the title, i just feel okay today. I woke up early thinking i was gonna work out. but my friend didnt wake up. so i decided to fill out another post for this blog. im still kinda depressed about the situation i put myself in, and how i hurt someone i liked. it blows! but i feel that if i can write about it somehow ill start to get over it and move on. cause id REALLY like to. i wanna meet someone who makes me happy all the time. and my friends helped me realize this. haha, nice some strokes just started playing "you only live once", gets me in a better mood. :P so since today is the first day of my summer vacation, im starting off fresh, no love interests, no school, no work, no worries...just yet! so i know exactly what i have to do to make this summer an amazing one, plus i have quite a few goals to accomplish and my aspirations for these goals are high, but if you set your mind to it you can accomplish anything. sure my life kinda sucks right now..but i gotta keep my chin high and roll with the punches. sure ive heard both "when life gives you lemons make lemonade" or "when life gives you lemons, fuck the lemons and BAIL" but in reality just to shove your problems to the side isnt the answer. if life gave me lemons, id just make a bomb as lemon meringue pie. it takes time to make and turns into something that isnt just composed of lemons, its something that takes something so sour, and turns it to something sweet, and like a little prize. So when there is an obstacle in your life, just dont try to get an easy way out, work with it. And you might get somewhere better that you'd never expect. OH and PIE IS DELICIOUS.