Thursday, July 9, 2009

:] oh we are sooo happy.

I've learned to let go Come on Here's a middle finger Coming straight from me. I appreciate your judgement it's proved that I can't trust a word you say those must be some pair of binoculars that you see every move I make so I'll never be a liar but you'll always be two-faced You'll get what's coming to you You're blinded by your instincts I'm not your fucking game I'm not so easily beat I'm looking down at this mess that you've made and I can't believe that I stayed So unhappy for so long Where did I go wrong? I've got to get out of this my hand is on the handle We're leaving everything behind Goodbye for a lifetime I'll rip that scandalous bitch in two We'll bring the noise Try to pretend that I never even knew your name 'cause everything you are disgusts me (Too bad I can't turn back time)So I wouldn't be here what I'd give for you to disappear

so tell me .... how's your edge?

You've got nothing better to do I know why you can't see straight I thought you were better than this but you're just like everyone else I'm looking down at this mess that you've made and I can't believe that I stayed So unhappy for so long Where did I go wrong? 've got to get out of this my hand is on the handle We're leaving everything behind Goodbye for a lifetime

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Looking Back

i was realizing earlier today that music changed my life. since the day i was born. My family always listened to awesome musicians. Bob Marley, Newton, Nick Drake, Led Zep., then as i got older i could recognize sublime, greenday, rage, and others. But as i entered middle school thats when i found Brand New, and Taking Back Sunday. From there it spawned to Rancid, NoFx, New Found Glory, MEW, SATB, oh and the MAIN band that STARTED the whole scene, AT THE DRIVE IN. they were ahead of their time. soo sad they broke up...but i realized, that sometimes people become fans after the fact. and now i understand the meaning behind Veterans, and newbies. Some people are SOO late to the scene. It is annoying. but music should be found by all and listened to by all especially those bands we will stick to the grave with. Its hard to let your secret grow up and become something major, but its like a mother letting go of their child, and just accept the fact they are growing up!
FUCK i can be selfish. lol I just think its funny when people front, and say they know certain things to look "cool" and stuff its quite annoying. "when i say lets keep in touch, it really means i wish that youd grow up!" ahah i love that line. Like i admit i find new bands everyday, and some bands that have been arround for ages. and shit i do my research, find out the back story to songs, also you find interesting feuds other bands have had with eachother. example the whole BRAND NEW VS. TBS VS. STRAYLIGHT RUN VS. others. ahah it goes on and on. but its like a huge web even eisley and paramore and nfg are involved!!! its CRAZY!!!
but i just wanna say.
please, dont front like your know your shit. you dont. its annoying.
im a music hound i admit it. i just need a fucking bigger hard-drive. urgh. lol
847 artists and counting...i have to stop soon. lol
its more older bands then new.
idk i love rock, but pop is just as good. then country has its oldies classics which own, and i hear it in todays rock, its like..wow...everything samples from everything else.
im just ranting here.
but im stoked for the next two months.
BRAND NEW, TBS, PARAMORE, NO DOUBT, THE SOUNDS, WARPED TOUR, BLINK-182, KEVIN DEVINE, HELLOGOODBYE. it doesnt stop there, but i love live shows, and the crowds. its just ecstasy to know that everyone is there for the same people your their for. and bitch if you dont know the lyrics dont go and try to mumble them. its annoying fuck dont go at all!
another rule. NEVER WEAR A BRAND NEW shirt to a BRAND NEW show. or anyband really i just wanna use brand new as an example. its bad luck dumb fucks! urgh. okay. enough.
lol
im just excited cause i preorded paramores new cd. along with that i ordered a Japanese bside from brand new. in VINYL. my fav. lol
im soo excited.
"i am heaven sent, DONT YOU DARE FORGET"

Your Friend,
Bobbymarc

Monday, July 6, 2009

IGNORANCE

Hey buddies!!
okay so this morning the new paramore song was released!!!
WOOT...well..kinda released. its supposed to be released tommorrow. ahaha
i woke up to this and im in a very good mood.
my life has greatly improved. oh and a new painting will be uploaded soon. :D
i have it though. its REALLY good.
ive been waiting for this day to hear it. studio version.
and basically it fits for this past two months of my life.
lyric for lyric. meant for id say 2 people who i no longer talk to.
im better off. :D


ignorance - paramore

if i’m a bad person, you don’t like me
i guess i’ll go, make my own way
it’s a circle
a mean cycle
i can’t excite you anymore
where’s your gavel? your jury?
what’s my offense this time?
you’re not a judge but if you’re gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

don’t wanna hear your sad songs
i don’t wanna feel your pain
when you swear it’s all my fault
cause you know we’re not the same
oh we’re not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can’t accept that the change is good
it’s good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend

this is the best thing that could’ve happened
any longer and i wouldn’t have made it
it’s not a war no, it’s not a rapture
i’m just a person but you can’t take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won’t get you anywhere
i’m not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself

don’t wanna hear your sad songs
i don’t wanna feel your pain
when you swear it’s all my fault
cause you know we’re not the same
oh we’re not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can’t accept that the change is good
it’s good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

Your Friend,
BOBBYMARC

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Hows it feeling?

Hey little ones!
Okay, so I really haven't been updating this blog of mine. I've just been putting up lyrics of songs that really fit my life for the moments and situations that I've been put through. Though, these songs are amazing, I feel I shouldn't just shove music in your face. Like most radio stations do. Sure they feed the public new music, and artists, but sometimes its TOOOO much. I feel as if there is a point when a radio station overplays a song, the people who listen tend to get bored. This is why we now usually use our ipods. How many times do I have to hear fucking BOOM BOOM POW, or TAYLOR SWIFT, or GREENDAY on blast. I'm not saying these artists or their work necessarily suck, but its just sometimes...can we go a full two hours with out hearing the same track over and over? This is why people have resorted to podcasts, online radio, or simply just turning on their ipods. Its a love hate type of thing. Its how companies make music. If you think about it...alot of things we learn from public brocasting and global media outputs, we learn what to avoid, what to buy, how to dress, and so on and so on. Even those who say they are "rebeling" are simply feeding the big companies also. Its all a huge circle. So if you like a song not played on the radio and you and your friends start to listen on your ipods, in public, on the internet. Sooner or later that artist that is your "stick it to the man" will be played, mentioned, referenced, sound clipped, etc. in some other media source. Its alot to think about, no matter what, we are the company. Its really like a whoa type thing.
But anyway, Im waiting till 8pm so I can go to tasha's for a nice walk around the neighborhood. Its nice when you got friends just like next door to you that you really don't need to have to do something super fun or anything. Just a walk around the hood is enough to entertain us.
So im gonna put some Friendly Fires, and Brand New in this little playlist of mine, and get to going.
Its been a crazy week. Ive lost, won, and come out square in battles, my life is just like any other. But sometimes I'm more fortunate then others. I'm great full.
Your Friend,
Bobbymarc