These pills im taking WONT LET ME SLEEEP!!! But i get what i can. So i found out yesturday that im for sure going to the last date of warped, and will have vip. not like it will make a difference,...but its FOR FREEEEEEE. thats what counts. :) i realized...some of the best things in life ARE free. For a moment there i sat and just wonder'd how many things in my life that i thought were amazing...truely werent. OR just werent real, its funny cause i tried to make things better..but now..they are just happening..everything happens for a reason. :D Oh and last night while i couldnt sleep i was listening to loveline. and came to the realization, that you have to hold onto your own self respect. why let someone take that from you? it just made me feel soo much better. So today i woke up, got a call , and now i gotta head into the doctors office again. this is a weekly thing now. im gonna take my pills soon, this will jumpstart my day. LOL wow my friend john just called me "omg bobby im scaaarred, idk where the fuck im at, theres old people everywhere! omg omg omg, im at a college campus, eww theres fucking cougers here." ahah this little gay kid is hilarious but luckily he found his way after 5 min on the phone with him he told an old lady who gave him directions "omfg i love you can i give you a hug? im giving you a hug! your my angel, okay bye." ahahah. things like this make my day sooo much funner. lol Have self respect, learn from everything.
"It is the highest form of self-respect to admit our errors and mistakes and make amends for them. To make a mistake is only an error in judgment, but to adhere to it when it is discovered shows infirmity of character." ~Dale E. Turner
Its true. think about it. i learned quite a few things over the past few days. and im starting to be content, and understand. Im getting happier, painting, stealing signs, that night at jesse's, grubbing with ivan, walks with amber, hanging out with friends, drive in's, natashas mom feeding us, jalepeno challenges, pugs attacking me, meeting new people, being reckless, long hikes & the views and accomplishments, getting lost, screaming at the tops of mountains, sunburns, singalongs, special skills(ashley), random jamsessions, friendly battles, POR QUEEE!!!!! HAHA!, long car rides to the beach, highfives, thats what she said, palm readers, black cherrys, mothafuckaaaaalalalalalalalala's, morning runs,random phonecalls, free concert tickets, small kisses, i love you's, & the realization that this will be my year. Are all making this summer the best it is. I am smiling from ear to ear. no matter what happens, it happened for a reason. I can right now say. Yes, I am happy.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Your Friend,
Bobbymarc
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